The first challenge…

11 01 2010

Today marks the beginining of my 2nd wk at UIC….my first peak job…

I was pretty apprehensive about gg into the job although i love my old UIC teammates….Well….needless to say…its all bcos he’s in the UIC job tis yr as well…wat a way to really slam me right in the face..

n guess wat…he’s attached already…n even announcing about making a trip to japan tis year…. how ironic things have turned out…we’ve previously booked out a wk of leave in march to travel to japan together… i can’t help bt think tat i’ve been replaced in a gist but his other half ….i noe that he’s ego has always been big…but does he really have to show me that he’s moved on within 1-2mths of our breakup….n even proceeding on to another r/s?

maybe its my ego that’s hurting me now…but yea apparently he’s been a well known bua-ya….(according to J) if only word had spread to me earlier onz…

ppl say that I shld b glad tt im finally outta it…guess i shld think likewise n truely move on once n for all…afterall there r others tt are genuinely nice to me…

Oh yea….panda travelled all the way from eunos..from his first day on IA at ST aerospace though he had only 5hrs of slp yest…touched~ he came all the way for js a 1hr dinner with me =)

finally someone tt appreciates me….

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To a new beginning…with a wacky mahjong all nighter

18 12 2009

Just came back from playing mahjong in the west with yonghwa and his frens….

It was the first time i played a full 6 rnds of mahjong straight…from about 9pm x’mas eve) to 10.30am…it was full exact for the fact that I lost 40 bucks…boohoo… But well…yh was nice enough to waive it off as my cab fare back to the east….Its kinda weird that now yh’s frens already know me as his girlfriend as I’m still totally clueless as to where our r/s stands now…

Pretty much more than frens but yet not officially together as a couple yet…

Anyway we’ve already had a pact that I’m gonna stay single till at least April 2010 to fully get over my last r/s and to enjoy my singlehood at the same time..whee~!

Have to admit that I’m really beginning to get used to not being attached anymore…I do still feel sad and dream of ‘him’ often…but i have ppl arnd me to brainwash me n tell me that its better that things have ended this way…

Anyway…time to dwell on the more positive things….yesterday…i suggested to yh that we play a 30min gift xchange challenge at tampines….we were to look for a present for the other within the budget of 15-20 bucks…

It was harder than I had imagined…in the end…both of us overshot both the time and the budget…well..at least both of us liked our pressies…

I got yh a turquoise polo tee….while i got  a butterfly necklace in return… =)

‘Jiu de bu qu…Xin de bu lai’ guess its time to replace the swaroski necklace i got from ‘him’